"It's not all about YOU now...just so you know. Ok? So quit acting like you're trying to walk away and ignore things coz you think this world would crash once you stop talking. Not anymore, one failure's enough and it's now your turn to realize my worth." #silentscream
After years, I heard this song again! Winter has been a soundtrack in my life…whenever I hear this song, it reminds me of a special kind of sadness, letting go, acceptance, moving on, and dealing with f*cking DISTANCE. And so I guess it deserves to have a spot here on my tumblr blog. ♥
Only heaven knows why things are like this for me and you and that surreal “us”. Maybe there are really certain things in this world that we will never know, and questions that will be left unanswered. Nevertheless, we may or may not know what truly lies beneath and underneath each unique scene we encounter everyday…what matters most is HOW WE DEAL with it and MANAGE to face it.
I’ll leave it now, just like this…leaving doesn’t always mean that you’re giving up the feelings as well..leaving this for the moment for I don’t have concrete solutions for these “recurring” problems and issues—-to myself and my virtual thoughts—to my unending hope and dream.
It hurts but there’s no other way to cope up and ease the pain away, but to just accept its existence. I know SOONER or later I’ll find that genuine bliss and peace in my heart.
So I just got home from school…had some few drinks and bonding time with my grad school friends and professor…I liked the idea that it was like a “mini” classroom outside the four corners of the university. Free flowing discussion about life—experiences, challenges, and of course loads of funny moments. Ang saya lang😉 had an uber fun time! 🍻🍺
"This is not the time for bold action; instead, you need to sit tight and wait patiently for things to get better. Your energy may push you in a different direction, but resist the desire to control.
You have an admirable amount of patience, but someone might test it today. Is someone in your life tardy with giving you something you’re owed? And is she or he using charm to try to gain a deadline extension? Well, you should almost certainly allow a bit more time. Pressing the issue could cause a serious fracture in your relationship. Try to keep your patience, and don’t worry that you are being toyed with. You aren’t.”
Why do you have to be soooo damn TRUE? Always in sync with what I’m presently feeling.. I mean..urghhh but yeah you’re right & I need a tub of patience!
Your sense of self-worth is just right now — though at least one person may see it as a sign of a large ego! Try to keep it humble, but don’t sell yourself short, either. Things should be back in balance soon.
—-exactly what I’m feeling! Who’s that person??? LOL This Full Horoscope app never failed, huh! Weird haha co-incidents?!?
—found this piece I did some 2 years ago…ooohhh I was that emotional, huh!
Why would I ever complicate things? and for that matter ending up messing with the one I’m supposed to be ok with- MYSELF. If I let all these freaking words infest my mind, then I’d surrender and award myself for being such a coward—nothing but a pitiful LOSER. This menagerie of jargon they’re screaming and wild, effin trying to enter my ever-disturbed mind, my nerves, my veins, worsens me-contagiously freaking weird. And I’m not supposed to feel this way anymore. I should have cleaned my mouth before. I’m not giving in this time, and it won’t affect me, I know it will never ever succeed. They’re just mere words, powerful yet armless. Intangible yet hurting. We create words and words create us, We need not to find them, but the message encrypted in each space. And when it’s left with a period , never ever look for a question mark. are we good? PERIOD
Well mister, I don’t play with other people’s emotions just like your thing.
If I don’t reply to a person, it only means one thing—-I’m not up for anything s/he’s about to say.
I respect people’s efforts in sending messages or dropping a call and so as much as possible, I give my reply right away. It’s not being too clingy, but it’s just sending a prompt response to someone who actually remembered me.
I don’t do bullshit thingsjust for you to feel how much I wanted space or time or something else whatever it is in your mind because like what I’ve said above, I don’t play with other people’s emotions.
There’s no reason to play around the bush. Let’s be frank, true, and straight-forward.